Misconceptions and ignorance
During the news of the closure of non-essential businesses in Nevada, my apartment complex sent out a general email noting that there was a first confirmed case of COVID-19. A majority of residents I spoke to on my walks with my dog (from 6 feet away) told me they hoped that whoever it was, gets better (since the name listed on the apartment-wide announcement was anonymous). However, a few neighbors had called me on my phone and asked if it was I who had COVID-19 because they presumed I was "Asian" and more "accessible" to the virus because of their assumptions on where I might shop, eat, socialize, etc. In my own apartment complex, where I've called home for the past year or so, I didn't know that I would be surrounded by misconceptions, hate, prejudice, and plain ignorance. Nevada is a diverse state, and I was not expecting to be surrounded by such negative assumptions about who I am, where I go to get groceries, and how I live my life. This form of "attack" is not as violent or physical like many of the cases we now see in the news. However, this type of prejudice-filled thinking is what brings many people to attacking Asian American Pacific Islanders across the country.
Racism has many forms and transforms itself in many ways - even in intimate settings like at home. I hope the attacks, prejudice, and racist-filled thinking stops.